Friday, November 27, 2009

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Gaze 2009

it is when i'm not searching for You that i needed You the most....

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Sunday, September 13, 2009

how long?

this is my 5th month back in the office life...

Sunday, August 02, 2009


sometimes, a partly hidden face tells more. do you not agree?

Saturday, June 27, 2009

worn...for IF

fishes that fly,
fishes that glow,
vincent is seeing things
and so am i....

perhaps, we should take a seat
worn out by reality
in need of some peace
and a little dream
of magical things
like fishes that fly
and fishes that glow...

Sunday, June 14, 2009


you'll never know
what love will unfold....

Sunday, June 07, 2009

rare, dreamy sunday...

this morning has been a rarity
especially since i started work again...
so it was 'jealously' treasured...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

rough paint sketch

this is just a paint sketch...i've decided to use acrylic even for sketching as often as possible....

Thursday, March 19, 2009

The Goth in me

2009 seemed to be a rather 'attempting' year for me so far. First attempts in painting - the way i see them in my mind/heart - more and more like how i illustrate/sketch. Though i have not achieved perfect congruence (can i use it this way, i wonder?) but it's getting there, despite internal turbulence along the way, i have experienced growth. And perhaps now you know why i'm such an unhappy person :) incongruency - art-wise....

Incongruency - my life contradicting it is, to say all these, when i will be going back to office life this April.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Finding solace in Forest...

it's almost like a baby grabbing on to her mother's apron...i'm not willing to let go....but those choices given to me!....
Save Me! Save Me! from the impending cold office life...

(it was raining outside while i was painting this....thank you for such moments...)
acrylic on canvas (A4 size)

Saturday, March 07, 2009

For the first time....

acrylic on canvas

Today, I'm happy to say that, I've managed to paint (and not illustrate) something that looks almost like what i've visualized in my heart and mind. But I wonder if I'll still be happy with it after 3 days?

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Breezy for IF

it's been hundreds of years since i last participated, but here comes this 'breezy' was a bit chilly and breezy where i was when i did this illo, so, i gave her a favourite one too :)

Friday, February 27, 2009


Today, the counselling lecturer shared this wonderful short film with the class. Maybe some of you have seen it but well, if you haven't, enjoy!

I googled for it and found it on youtube

Monday, February 09, 2009

First 2009 painting

Biscuit Woman

(acrylic on wood - first attempt on wood and first 2009 painting)


Hi everyone, I'm back again. Thank you so much for the comments and emails. Thank you!

I've been away, recuperating after my slip disc operation (I collapsed a few days after my Dec post). Spent my Christmas in the hospital. What a way to spend Christmas right? But well, it was a very meaningful one for me for many reasons and in some ways, glad that it happened during Christmas time. Now I am so much better and have started driving a bit this week. It's such a joyful thing to be able to drive and be independent again!

Many came to visit during my stay in the hospital and I would like to thank all of them, especially so to my friend since standard one who came almost everyday with her boyfriend. I was so touched and so very thankful for their presence! Cecilia and Sean, thank you so much! You guys made me laughed so much that the doc decided to kick me out earlier than planned! ;)


I've decided to continue with this blog. A different blog will not make any difference to how I write or feel.....

That's one decision, I have another to make.....

Thursday, February 05, 2009