Thursday, June 12, 2008

organising thoughts in black and white....



i went back late last night....after class
i did stray a bit again, but this time, not as much as i did in the previous lecture...
will share that stray with you another day...
but last night,
i couldn't sleep...till almost 2am...
so i sat there in the hall, taking photos of items on my desk...
while trying not to think of certain matters
some of the past that has resurfaced, in some ways...
some of the present, that i'm in doubt of still...
and off course, some of the future...
that seemed rather 'unpromising' as far as i'm concerned...
and i finally got to bed and slept off....
when suddenly, my mobile rang...it was a message tone...
a message from a friend at 4am...
that gave me a shocking news...
of which i never thought would happen to him...although there were signs already, but still i wasn't expecting the news i got....
no, it's not death...but, it is death in some ways...a very heart wrenching one...
and then, i couldn't get back to sleep until after a while...
....

i know this post seemed to be hanging...
i guess, i'm just reorganizing my thoughts
in black and white for now...





4 comments:

Evelyn Fong said...

Wah...I didn't know you have vodka at home...

Hi Constance! Long time didn't leave a message here. I do check in every week to see what you're up to, but your comments have left me intrigued. What has happened to your friend?

constance said...

hey evelyn! Just the bottles ;) I have whisky and martinis too :)

maybe, someday, when i think it's alright to do so...

miragee said...

Constance, there are times when I can't organize my thoughts into any useful ideas, much overwhelming as my feeling is. Take your time. If you keep trying, you'll find ways.

I'd always believe that there is beverage better-tasting than alcohol:-).

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